In a lengthy letter shared in an Instagram post, Darren Criss painted a picture of who his brother was, and how much he meant to him. "All of the wonderful, inspiring, positive things about his life far outshine the circumstances by which it came to an end," he wrote. "Chuck Criss was vibrant, special, worldly, hilarious, insightful, gifted, intelligent, celebrated and adored."
Yet, Darren admits — despite the way things looked on the outside — it was clear his brother was suffering and didn't know where to turn, or how to ask for help. "The last several years were increasingly difficult for Chuck as he struggled to find stability during an unfortunate rough patch in his life," Darren explained. He also admitted Chuck was great at hiding his true feelings from friends and family, made difficult by the fact that his older brother had a problem "expressing his feelings — a dangerous combination only outmatched by his all-too-incredible ability to conceal it" (via EW).
Darren closed the letter by urging those who need it to get help. "Seeking professional counseling and support is a wonderful way to help you see just how abundantly love is available to you," he wrote. "It is an infinite resource. One you deserve not only to receive from others, but to receive from yourself as well" (via Billboard).
If you or anyone you know is having suicidal thoughts, please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (8255).
